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From how you guys have seen, i haven't been on here much, if you need to get in touch with me i'm in plenty of other places and i'll give you the links, here we go!

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www.twitter.com/@TypicalAleecia
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email : aleec97@yahoo.com

Updates

Valentines day is coming up, has anyone noticed? Who has a valentine this year? :) I sure do, hes amazing and he likes me for who i am, i'm glad i actually have a valentine this year because to be honest, i have never had one, it's good once and a while to be happy. There is a lot of people complaining that they're single and they've been single for a long time but heres the thing, being single is your own choice. Your heart doesn't seem to be ready to move toward different things it seems. Maybe you feel like theres no one that likes you or thinks about you but honestly, theres always someone thinking about you. At any point of the day you cross at least someones mind once. You can't rush these things, when your heart is ready, you'll fall for someone & if you're lucky they will fall for you too, but if they don't then it's still going to be okay. You shouldn't drag your heart around for anyone it doesn't seem like it rights, it's not healthy for you either, you learn to realize a lot of the mistakes you make and you seem to get a lot better at things and about learning from them all on yourself. This subject has totally got off course don't you think? Haha, i was first talking about Valentines Day then it went off on about, beliving in your emotions sort of haha. Sorry i haven't blogged in a really long time guys. School & family problems. I'll post a submit for you to follow me else where where you can get in touch!

Reasons why.

I feel happy, i get to walk around and put a smile on my face that dedicates to you. The only other thing i feel is, feel bad for him. Yeah he hurt me and everything but i moved on. For the best, this is what i wanted. I deserve to be happy and i deserve someone who is happy to be with me. It's going good so far, i'm nervous about it all the time but things are going good.

You & yourself

You're close enough to start a war, you're nothing to me anymore, why can't you see i want nothing to do with you anymore? I'm tired of having to deal with your immature mistakes & pathetic choices you decide to make. You know you're not in my life anymore, you just can't get it through your head. My stupid mistakes dwell on me every single day, i will never understand why i did what i did, mostly of my stupid intensions. You were never ment to pass that friendship line. But i'm still standin' on my own 2 feet, i won't let you close enough to hurt me.

The only way of life is within' everything

Your lips keep tryin' to speak but you just can't find the words. You make me feel the light, you made the world stand still' throughout any way possible. Yeah it was perfect, i hold it in my mind. I'm lookin' at the same stars again, im tangled up in my skin, within that moment, we never speak again. You make me see the brightness, tell me have you ever wanted..someone so much it hurts? Well i had this dream once, the whole world was in my hands.

*yes this is lyrics to We owned the night by Lady Antebellum, i just mixed it up a bit:)

But all i heard was nothing.

I'm sittin' here in my dreams, gasping from the effect of it's own darkness. My hands are shaken' my heart is breakin' i think as if im better off to be realesed into the sorrowness. Maybe i could change it's mind to let me roam free through the hallways of affection. All i heard was nothing, everything was a blurr, everything was on mute. Was there any difference from the light & the dark? Maybe darkness just follows behind the light, in it's shadow beneath the surface.

I believe in my happiness

You seem as if an illusion to me, i hope you realize how my happiness if effecting from you. You're what i call home for me, you might be as far as you are, but not as far as you think. Theres many possibilities that you could go your own different way, but you've promised yourself to me. Everytime you mention it, i get a chill through myself, my heart skips a beat as i smile because i'm happy.